the post i never wanted to write.

HD and i are no longer together.
it happened a little while ago.
normally, it feels good to write about my feelings... to process... to make sense...
but in this case, i'm not interested in doing that.
as this complicated relationship progressed and meant more to me, i had a greater desire to keep it private.
i wanted to hide it and keep it for myself like a child with stolen candy.
i still do.
love, disappointment, hope, and hurt in the most intimate part of your heart is the kind you hold close.

this talk about prayer has been really helpful to me.

it's supposed to hurt-

that's how you know it meant something.

{ peter and the starcatcher }